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    June 02

    點燃香煙...抽的卻是寂寞

    抽煙不是一種生理需要...它是一種心理需要...我贊同!!
    確實..在孤寂的時候...坐在無人的角
    靜靜地點上一支煙..深深的吸上一口..是一種滿足
    或許..我是孤獨的
    所以我不開心的時候...從不向人傾訴
    只是一個人.只有一個人..靜靜的抽煙....
    我從不在別人面前哭泣...我不讓我的眼淚出賣我的脆弱..
    盡管我真的不堅強...我卻從不向人述說什麼..
    我覺得..沒有人能懂...我也不希望有人完全懂我...
    所以...我把我的孤寂都寄予那一支小小的香煙..
    點燃它的時候...心裡會有一種說不出來的安慰..
    看著小小的火光忽明忽暗...心裡異常的平靜
    當灰飛煙滅後...心裡總感覺很滿足..我知道我是愛上了這個壞東西...
    有時候...就像一個癮君子..對它有說不出來的渴望..
    我很依賴它.在無人的夜裡卸下所有的偽裝...讓自己完全的放縱
    就這樣縱容自己.任由它侵蝕自己..
    我想我是幸福的...
    或許愛上抽煙.我也是不幸的..
    但是誰會去管這些呢?
    我只想說愛上抽煙.不是我的錯...愛上孤獨.也不是我本意...
    我相信了解我的人...都不忍責怪
    生活在別處!沒有人不想去追逐.只是我抓不住
    所以，我從不相信永遠。
    誰會相信一支煙有永遠呢?當煙滅後..該心痛的依然..是孤單的依舊是孤單
    因此...我從不奢求永恆...
    有誰見過.過客會變永恆呢?
    我只是個漂泊的靈魂...遊離的靈魂從未有永恆！
    11:53 AM | Blog it | 心情誌

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